tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21239204418375482582012-02-16T06:04:05.097-08:00...my Personal blog...-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.comBlogger91100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-17478500984527413892010-05-03T09:46:00.000-07:002010-05-03T09:49:49.071-07:00<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#6633ff;">I’m tired.</span></p><span style="color:#6633ff;"> </span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#6633ff;">I feel the moment again.</span></p><span style="color:#6633ff;"> </span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#6633ff;">Moment? Or sense of absence of belongingness?</span></p><span style="color:#6633ff;"> </span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#6633ff;">Idiot!... stupid!...</span></p><span style="color:#6633ff;"> </span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#6633ff;">Worthless... that's what I am.</span></p><span style="color:#6633ff;"> </span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#6633ff;">Pretending to be worthy I am but…</span></p><span style="color:#6633ff;"> </span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#6633ff;">At the end it’s just a front.</span></p><span style="color:#6633ff;"> </span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#6633ff;">The worthless real me still emerge each end of time.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">11:45am</span></p><span style="color:#cc66cc;"> </span><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom:0in;margin-bottom:.0001pt;line-height: normal"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">10-04-2010</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-1747850098452741389?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-56018091350551485662010-05-03T09:45:00.000-07:002010-05-03T09:46:40.996-07:00<p class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;">Hey!... will you stay out of my mind!</span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;"> </span></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;">You'll just make me weak and hopeless.</span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;"> </span></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;">I know, I made a mistake, if it is really a mistake.</span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;"> </span></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;">But its have been done and I can’t make it again.</span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;"> </span></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;">Never. I can do nothing about it.</span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;"> </span></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;">I need you to stay out in my mind.</span></span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;"> </span></span></div><p class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#993399;">Will you?...</span></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-5601809135055148566?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-66157819483897680432010-05-03T09:33:00.000-07:002010-05-03T09:43:24.495-07:00An old friend.<br />There's nothing to worry.<br />Just ignore people around you.<br />So what if at this age...* ***** *** *** ***<br /><br />I hate you!<br />I really do!<br /><br />Why don't you-people, stay away from me.<br />I don’t need you! I can do things without you!<br />Things more than you know. <br />I don’t need someone to be with me always.<br />I miss the idea and pleasure of doing things alone. <br />Don’t you get it!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-6615781948389768043?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-17407736273410066192010-04-30T02:21:00.000-07:002011-04-07T03:14:58.541-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >I HATE YOU!<br /><br />Trying to fight the feelings, feelings that I know was right.<br />But, even though it was right I don’t want it.<br />It made me realize, I’m alone.<br />Nobody cares and I alone must stand on my own.<br /><br />I hate you, for you feel the feelings that others don’t.<br />I hate you, for being sensitive and considerate.<br />I hate you, for you were seized by those feelings.<br />I hate you, for being loser, loser for having the right feelings that seems so wrong.<br /><br />I hate you!!!...<br />And the feelings that I felt in that situation.<br /><br />8:53 PM<br />25-02-2010</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-1740773627341006619?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-81019161776594780882010-04-30T02:15:00.000-07:002010-04-30T02:19:55.391-07:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">stop doing it...<br />make the things you have to do tonight...<br />you are given enough time and a day of chance to accomplish it...<br />make it done tonight...<br />or regret tomorrow...<br />fight!...those temptations in your way...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><em>11:31pm<br />18-02-2010</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-8101916177659478088?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-47218833394261490472010-02-16T09:54:00.000-08:002010-02-16T09:58:13.522-08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">I miss someone that I never have been…</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Am I stupid? Crazy? Or just dreaming?...</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">I don’t know… It’s hard… I thought I can manage it…</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">All the way and continue the way as I did…</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">I realize that things are just there…</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Ignore it and you won’t notice it…</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Appreciate it and you will like it...</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Reject it and it seems it doesn’t exist...</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">I don’t know how to react with this because I’m afraid…</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Afraid to the things that I don’t recognize and see at all…</span></span></strong></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></span></strong></span></div><p align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Or maybe, to the things that I know would probably occur...</span></span></strong></span><br /></p><p><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><strong><br />9:43pm<br />9-02-2010<br /></strong></span><strong><br /></strong></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-4721883339426149047?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-74977330523197086362009-10-15T18:19:00.000-07:002009-10-15T18:27:44.415-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255); font-weight: bold;">yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255); font-weight: bold;">yesterday we already finished our accounting project (accounting system!!!) ...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255); font-weight: bold;">a good start.... i guess...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255); font-weight: bold;">and i hope.... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255); font-weight: bold;">...a good start will end well... </span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-7497733052319708636?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-34900473233971705622009-07-13T10:18:00.000-07:002009-07-13T10:22:38.401-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia; font-weight: bold;font-family:webdings;font-size:180%;" >...i need comments...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-style: italic; font-family: georgia; font-weight: bold;font-family:webdings;font-size:180%;" >...will you give me some?...</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">ahehe....</span><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:courier new;font-size:180%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">-thanks.</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-3490047323397170562?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2123920441837548258.post-34386528137289078512009-07-13T10:15:00.000-07:002009-07-13T10:18:18.774-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">....<br />I am now upset...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Frustrated...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I wanted to cry</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">But, i can't...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Nobody cares...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I know it from the start...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Why would i do things that bother me...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Even if it offers good things for me…</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i don't need to sacrifice and suffer at the end...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Just to please other people whose concern is not mine...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I’m a junk and worse…</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I am nothing and waste…</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i exist but it seems I’m not…</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I’m hopeless...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i know i am...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">So, why i still feel this way</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Though i knew it and puts it on mind every time...</span><br /></div><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">feb. 2, 2009</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> 11:07am</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2123920441837548258-3438652813728907851?l=efasde.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>-=efasde=-http://www.blogger.com/profile/09284849294406640049noreply@blogger.com1