tired.........

I’m tired.

I feel the moment again.

Moment? Or sense of absence of belongingness?

Idiot!... stupid!...

Worthless... that's what I am.

Pretending to be worthy I am but…

At the end it’s just a front.

The worthless real me still emerge each end of time.

 

11:45am

10-04-2010

Hey!... will you stay out of my mind!

You'll just make me weak and hopeless.

I know, I made a mistake, if it is really a mistake.

But its have been done and I can’t make it again.

Never. I can do nothing about it.

I need you to stay out in my mind.

Will you?...

crazy me...

An old friend.
There's nothing to worry.
Just ignore people around you.
So what if at this age...* ***** *** *** ***

I hate you!
I really do!

Why don't you-people, stay away from me.
I don’t need you! I can do things without you!
Things more than you know.
I don’t need someone to be with me always.
I miss the idea and pleasure of doing things alone.
Don’t you get it!