...foolishness...

I miss someone that I never have been…
Am I stupid? Crazy? Or just dreaming?...
I don’t know… It’s hard… I thought I can manage it…
All the way and continue the way as I did…

I realize that things are just there…
Ignore it and you won’t notice it…
Appreciate it and you will like it...
Reject it and it seems it doesn’t exist...

I don’t know how to react with this because I’m afraid…
Afraid to the things that I don’t recognize and see at all…

Or maybe, to the things that I know would probably occur...

9:43pm
9-02-2010

one down....

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

yesterday we already finished our accounting project (accounting system!!!) ...

a good start.... i guess...

and i hope....

...a good start will end well...

comment please

...i need comments...
...will you give me some?...

ahehe....

-thanks.

...emote?...

....
I am now upset...
Frustrated...
I wanted to cry
But, i can't...
Nobody cares...
I know it from the start...
Why would i do things that bother me...
Even if it offers good things for me…
i don't need to sacrifice and suffer at the end...
Just to please other people whose concern is not mine...
I’m a junk and worse…
I am nothing and waste…
i exist but it seems I’m not…
I’m hopeless...
i know i am...
So, why i still feel this way
Though i knew it and puts it on mind every time...

feb. 2, 2009
11:07am